And then my DH was there to meet me, isn't he handsome...he could pass for the abominable snow man...hehehe...
I told him no kisses until he defrosts! ;)
I told him no kisses until he defrosts! ;)
I am proud of them all. They are grown *gulp* men. For some reason this kind of snuck up on me. And truthfully I was really having a hard time with this since last Thursday. I am happy that they are going their own ways, the Lord knows we won't be around forever. But for some reason I thought that they would be back to stay for at least a little while longer. I do have a couple more years yet of Ben coming home in the summer between college semesters, but even that is no longer the same. He has places to go, things to do, people to see and works like the dickens.
And Tim. For some reason I thought that once he got this crazy soldiering (my words not his) done and over with he would want to be back. It was hard to let go, but the boy went and signed papers two days after his 18 birthday, so I didn't have a choice. I always thought he would be back. But he's not. Instead a man came back to visit.
And Kerry Lee is making noises of moving out too.
My mother-n-law had three of her children married within 5 months. Now I understand. I stole one of her sons (lol). I remembered back to when I left home. I was 18 when Kerry and I married. I never have looked back. I remember life being an adventure and I wasn't a bit fearful of what tomorrow will bring. I do wish that I could recapture that feeling!
So the growing part of this for me is to let go and enjoy what is, not what was, in each and every moment of the day.
I am a |
You have a sunny disposition and are normally one of the first to show up for the party. You don't need too much attention from the host once you get there as you are more than capable of making yourself seen and heard.
As you can tell we have missed you all! Happy Dogs on Thursday!
Wish me luck.